it's may 1st, and i'm checking in with myself

Checking on my goals from the start of the year (post directly below this one):

  • Level up career-wise… well, I interviewed somewhere that would have been a BIG level up, back in January, but didn’t get it. (Mostly because a friend told me she thought I could do the job, which was a huge boost. Not because I want to leave where I am - I don’t.) I’ve been mulling other things in the meantime. Like, how much do I want to focus even MORE of my time on career, and how much do I actually want to focus SOME time on being a writer, like finally?!? Also, this job I’m in right now is so perfectly suited for me and my personality and my experience that it’s kind of funny. I love it so damn much, more each month. I’m looking into some Professional Development that would help me level up, in this same job. So that’s exciting!

  • Do two surf lessons. I bought a surfboard, so there’s that. Lessons at Point Michaud don’t open up til July. Stay tuned.

  • Do a box jump at the gym. I care less about this now than I did in January. Also because of getting braces (which I will be soon) I won’t be able to afford going to the gym as much, so this one’s status is a “we’ll see”.

  • Write the first draft of my novel. This is the one - this is the one. That I want to clear other things away for.

  • Pay down debt. I mean, I’m trying. It’s not going great, but I’m trying. I can’t help that I’m a Taurus and I like to indulge in fine food and wine! And that it’s late-stage capitalism and I’m a single mom!

  • Lastly I want to build an arch in my garden to grow beans on! Got the mesh delivered today (pictured above) … will get my mom to help me transform this into an arch, soon. Also weeded both raised beds over the last week, and got the apple trees - just need to dig the holes.